Fuck Japan seriously, they are ruining this most beautiful sports with money and corruption.

Deliberately customising new rules to their own national skaters and paying black money to judges are not enough I guess. Fuck you.

She was beautiful and Korean do not care about whether Queen Yuna wins gold medal or silver medal because her performance cannot be judged or even marked by meaningless numbers. We should just appreciate her each movement as an art. Fuck. I am still very pissed by Japan and now I even pity them for having to buy gold medal as their players cannot do what Kim Yuna can do. Seriously, feel sad for her because she knows she deserves more than this. Fuck Japan. FJFJFJFJFFJFJFJFJFFJ!!!!

Ok. I feel lonely again. I want my family :( Moving house alone is getting on my nerves and feeling suck. I do not dare to ask ppl for help (I think this is my problem that do not dare to ask for help) cause I hate to be declined gently or whatever it is. I mean nobody is there when I really need them though they told me hundred times that "I will be there for you." Well, I may have no rights to say this as I, myself may not be there for them whenever they need but I still hate this reality. FUCK. :( Ok. I want to stop scolding I feel bad for my mouth.

Again, I hate to be ditched for whatever reasons and when I feel I am taken for granted, that will be the time I will start to let go off the person. Whether I need the person or vice versa and no matter how much I treasured the person. Seriously, losing someone is not a big deal after losing so many people in Singapore due to their further studies in other countries or go back to Korea but meeting new person that just nicely suits me is another problem. Seriously feel like asking mover to move everything back to Korea. Cause I am desperate.