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I MOVED! ★ Saturday, June 11, 2011

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Hi. Peeps. As the title suggests, I moved to tumblr. Sad much and Sorry much for my Blogger.

Sorry. I am such a betrayer but you know what. Tumblr skin is cooler. Sighsighsigh.

It proves that I am just another slave of trend.

But please acknowledge my hard work to resist the temptation of Tumblr for many months.

Adios and will visit you again.

 

Ohhh. so my new add is

http://olly-goes-mad.tumblr.com 

and you are always to welcome to hear my crap :)


7:56 AM
Olly's Officially Adult Day? ★ Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Before I begin my post, I am crazily obssessed with Vanessa. Her hair and dressing. I never really liked how hollywood actress dressed or rather I was not so interested in but oh well she is freaking cute. Especially I love all the colouful shirts and shorts that she wear. Love her more when she is in the picture. I don't really like the way she sounds but still lovely.

You know today is "Adult Day" for those who are born in 1991 :D We are 20 in Korea. Woohoo. Great. I am officially (this is important) adult as if I was not last year or even previous year? Anyway, in Korea, those who celebrate Adult Day which is me this year, must receive roses, rings, necklaces or even kiss from prince charming as a gift but in reality I got myself bitter ice coffee this morning. well there is no link in here. Alright. I am sad but shouldn't be so sad cause my dad will be coming to Singapore on this Friday and my mom just sent parcel including two summer dresses with lots of cosmetics from Korea Whheeeeee. Lovely. I cannot wait to try new dresses <3 Love you mommy and Dorothy!

Nowadays, I am pretty much packed with my work :D No more slacking or watching korean drama in my work though I still do facebook a lot and a lot. Feel very happy to be occupied with work and overloaded as I hate wasting time and inefficiency. Weirdly (If there is such a word pfft), I will become more efficient if I have excessive works so yeaa happy with my work.

And one weird thing which I don't know whether I can write it here or not but I will just write it and delete later if I feel like hahaahah. Nowadays, I dream almost daily and my ex-boyfriend is always the main actor in my dream hahahaahahaha Sharks what the hell is this hahahahaha I cannot really remember the content but somehow I remember I saw him in the dream hahahaaha but I don't really think about him thesedays I thought? anyway I think he is just one of the good friends now at least I feel hahaha no more pit-a-pat and mourning after a year of all the missing and stuff. I am happy lalalalala. Ok. Hope I will delete this or hope he doesnt read my blog which I think he doesnt so ok. done.

Lastly, I am gonna learn kickboxing from sports complex I guess! Still considering some other sports toooo but I want to learn something that I can perspire like madddd breathelessly. and I have fantasy over kickboxing! It looks cool though I am sure I will look like some clowns jumping hopping up and down with my poses.

Gotta stop eating bread. Choc-muffins and garlic bread for two consecutive days are not helping me to lose weight at all. Come onnnn! Anyway going for running today though I want to swim. Still weighing what to do for my night. Bye world!

10:31 PM
Where is the love! ★

So, yes. Where is the love? I am sure it is everywhere except wherever I present. no? yes. So is there any mathematical or statistical figure that proves the percentage of the guy that she likes likes her at the same time. Exactly at the same time. Currently, I don't love anyone sharks how sad my life is. So my bun is less rounder, my make up is less thicker, all my feminine dresses are nicely displayed in my closet just to take up the space and blah blah. Oh and the saddest thing is that I have no one to think about when I run. TRAGIC. So I am practically lip-syncing all the songs in my mp3 to forget that I am running? whatever.

After listening to YY's story, again I really feel that love is so hard. But why do I see hundreds and thousands of couples in the street? I am sure number of attached people is many more than people who know how to do factorisation. Obviously, because even my primary 4 cousins have girlfriend in Korea and when his sister asked him "hey, where are you going?" then he replied "I am bringing my girlfriend to the new playground" WTH. hahahah please. seriously, go and learn how to factorise my dear cousin. Sighhhh. Ok, your old cousin sister is just being jealous like a loser *<*

I kinda love my current status. As in I have no crush (wowwww, seriously in such a long time) and no nothing. Alright. There is no guy in my life right now. I find no issue with that but you know when I watch movie like Bridget Jones Diary, He is not that into you, She's the man blahblah. just make me feel like being hooked up by some handsome huge american guy I mean built desperately. They are so hot. Their sizes are just awesome (Don't get me wrong. I mean their height and weight in general. btw, why am I explaining this? pfft). Freaking tall and Wide shoulder. I will feel shaded if I stand next to them.

Ok. Still waiting for uni! with a great hope that I will meet new peeps and people say Everybody will be attached in uni. So are you offending those who are not attached even when they are in uni? Aiyaaaaa maybe I should give up on my rabbit hairband to attract them? They don't like rabbit stuff?? And today one of the guys from my work asked me, "Is Easter coming?" wth hahaha kinda fond of this indirect joke.

I want to learn Sports. Seriously, I am in love with my night workout in Clementi Sports Hall and Stadium. IT ROCKS. When I step into the stadium, you know those spotlights? or whatever white lights that shine on me hahahahahah feel so damn kewl alright! and running like mad at night with evening breeze. I really love the moment. Gonna run today after the salvation army voluntary work. Hope I can make it after that. Ohhh yea and the sports that I am considering to learn is Squash but I am not sure where I can learn it though. I don't mind Tennis. I kind of want to take up the sports that need some kind of equipment. Do not suggest me weight lifting F. hahaha

Alright. Pleasant post today. though I don't know what am I talking again. It's alright at least you are reading. I mean whoever reading this crap lalalalalalal love you <3

12:03 AM
MAY ★ Thursday, May 5, 2011


HELLOOOOO. MAY :D My life isn't very bad now and I love my new house. Ok, I want to write in more organised manner. First, my new house is such a love. I mean my room to be more specific. My landlord is very nice. As in nice because she is very kind, nice and no nagging or whatever shit hahaha thus I am trying my best to be very nice tenant by turning off all the lights, switches like everything when I am out. I keep my room clean. I sweep everyday and stuff which I did not do for last 5 years. Anyway, this new room is amazing. and NO PINI! Thanks :) Finally, she is out of my life. HURRAY. Secondly, Thank you Kimberlaloo for helping me! Thanks Thanks KOMAWOOOO <3 your mattress is great and your bread! I shared with my landlord and she loved it too hahahaaha Saturday morning, our first baking session! I want to bake for my landlord since this Sunday is Mother's day and she has no kid! So I will bake nice bread or cookies and give her as a tiny gift hahahahaa. Sorry to my REAL MOM in Korea hahahahahaa I am gonna buy something for her but I don't know what to buy for her! sighhhhhhhh <3 And, yesterday I went for running in the morning but well, it was not really satisfying :( I could not find the nice route so just ran around HDBs in clementi which wasnt very romantic for my running. Hope I can find some better place to run. My office moved to AMK which is damn far from my house but love the place and atmosphere. Ok back to work. Bye Peeps :D

11:34 PM
You deserve disaster red dot! (not singapore llaalalla) ★ Saturday, April 30, 2011

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Fuck Japan seriously, they are ruining this most beautiful sports with money and corruption.

Deliberately customising new rules to their own national skaters and paying black money to judges are not enough I guess. Fuck you.

She was beautiful and Korean do not care about whether Queen Yuna wins gold medal or silver medal because her performance cannot be judged or even marked by meaningless numbers. We should just appreciate her each movement as an art. Fuck. I am still very pissed by Japan and now I even pity them for having to buy gold medal as their players cannot do what Kim Yuna can do. Seriously, feel sad for her because she knows she deserves more than this. Fuck Japan. FJFJFJFJFFJFJFJFJFFJ!!!!

Ok. I feel lonely again. I want my family :( Moving house alone is getting on my nerves and feeling suck. I do not dare to ask ppl for help (I think this is my problem that do not dare to ask for help) cause I hate to be declined gently or whatever it is. I mean nobody is there when I really need them though they told me hundred times that "I will be there for you." Well, I may have no rights to say this as I, myself may not be there for them whenever they need but I still hate this reality. FUCK. :( Ok. I want to stop scolding I feel bad for my mouth.

Again, I hate to be ditched for whatever reasons and when I feel I am taken for granted, that will be the time I will start to let go off the person. Whether I need the person or vice versa and no matter how much I treasured the person. Seriously, losing someone is not a big deal after losing so many people in Singapore due to their further studies in other countries or go back to Korea but meeting new person that just nicely suits me is another problem. Seriously feel like asking mover to move everything back to Korea. Cause I am desperate.


8:51 PM
Hello World! ★ Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Ok. He is irrelevant to my post content
but being handsome is relevant enough to appear on my blog :)


Hello Peeps. Finally, I got back my moods to update blog Wheez!

Anyway, pretty much things are happening this week as I am moving house next Monday!
Good Bye Pasir Panjang :( Anyway, I am doing everything by myself and I feel sad about it but yet I am learning a lot from this! I looked for house by myself, went to subscribe Internet, ordered all the necessary furniture, signed the contract blahblah. It was irritating and exciting at the same time well. But I really appreciate people around me for their help and always ask me "Tell me if you need my help anytime" Like JACK! and DANIEL. The two great men that I met in Singapore! :D I will elaborate more later but anyway, this Sunday I will be moving some of my stuff first to Clementi as I already got the key for new house. Jack is gonna drive me to Clementi and shift stuff with me on Sunday! Greatt seriously I would not be able to do it alone but again Hen Xie Xie Ni hahaahh :D

Beside, moving house, I am accepted to NTU. Everybody CHEERS! Anyway, I am still waiting for NUS and SMU's reply :( And there my tiny boss goes, Daniel gave me a lot of advice in choosing university as he is the best economist hahahah in Singapore I guess, we guess.... :o hahahaha. I guess I will have lunch or tea with him in this weekend to get more advice and I better prepare some nice tiny token of appreciation for Jack and Daniel.

Oh, and my dad is leaving Bangladesh finally! Good for him, my sis and my mom but sad that he will continue his hobby, drinking again in Korea! Hope he stops drinking :( He loves beer toooooo much. I think he was German in his before life??? How do we call that? Whatever. And before he goes back to Korea, he will do transit in Singapore! and buy me a new bed Weehee. GREAT! and yeaaa gonna have good lunch with him <3

May is coming. It is just right at the corner hmmhmm.

In May, my biggest and the most important plan is "SPENDING TIME WITH YY!" :D I cannot believe she will leave Singapore in June :( Gonna date her every single day since now we are living so near each other! :)

Secondly, DIET! I am still on a diet but cannot stop drinking Milk Tea cause I feel incomplete when I do not drink :( But I did not eat Double-Choc Muffin for more than 3 weeks! and running regularly. I will live in Clementi Swimming Complex once I move house. Hope that swimming pool will be full of hot guys with wide shoulder, not those secondary school kids with stupid Spongebob tube. argh.

Thirdly, Prepare presents for family! I have been saving quite a lot and gonna buy great presents for my mom, dad, sis and uncle! :D

Lastly, my friend is visiting me in JUNE! Holy Crap! I am so damn happy and excited much ALR! Yaaayyyyy! :D Gonna plan what-to-do soon!

I am looking forward to start May though I feel sad that August is coming soon. I DO NOT WANT TO BE STUDENT AGAIN! :( oh well, but come to think of it, that will be the only place where I can make new friend and hopefully my beefcake <3

P.S. Meeting Shiny Today! :D She will have hell lots of things to tell me. EGGCITED! See you peeps!

9:28 PM
LONGTIMENOSEE ★ Tuesday, April 19, 2011

OMG. my double double double combo G-dragon! Such a cute <:-s

Anyway, I am very lazy to update blog thesedays and when I am not writing on blogger means I am writing on Cyworld which is my alternative korean blog. Anyway, nothing is soooo happening in my life nowadays so hmmmmm no issue to crap too! And even there were things happened in last few weeks, it cannot really be exposed in my blog so whatever. Still nothing to write.

SMU interview was like really SO-SO. I don't think I impressed the interviewers who looked sooo sick and tired of interviewee. And I was just so damn tired on Monday! Work, interview, teaching two students at night. WTF? Sooo I slept from 8 pm to the next morning 7 am. Great sleeping but I suffered alot on Tuesday. Felt so drowsy.

Today, work and teach one student and gonna run around HortPark hopefully! Since, really next week is going to be my last week in Pasir Panjang. How sad :/ but well I want to live new life too! And next week I will be really busy ordering furnitures and subscribing internet stuff and blahblah all the things that I am not very interested in! :O I hope I can just live in somewhere things are already furnished FULLY.

Alright. I am gonna be get lost from volivia. Bye!

6:24 PM