Hello. Pink much with extra acting cute substance to feel young. Well. I do not know how to treat this picture anyway hahahahha

Sad note 1. No maid for next 3 weeks. Fuck. I do not like her but it does not mean that I do not need her. Sad much sobsob.

Well. As I said, the life that I am living now is well not exactly ideal. I am teaching, working and studying. Doing all three things that I love to do but why is it still not ideal? I mean the scene of all these do not look very beautiful or romantic. Taking MRT and damn crowded bus to go for tuition and wake up early in the morning to go Chinese lesson on Saturday. Well. It is just like that. My plan to relax in Gloria Jeans really for the sake of relaxing did not quite come true as I have other better things to do. Not exactly better but well, at least I get something out of those other activities.

I wanted to bake but have no one to bake for prevent me from baking hahahaaha. Sure, baking for friend is good but not good enough to drag myself to tiny kitchen to bake muffins with super extremely tiny toaster. Urghh.

The only nice thing about my life now is running in the evening. It really feels nice. I found many nice places and I am having good time with myself and music for at least that 2 hours. Apart from laptop and handphone. Though not much progress in losing weight. This sucks though.

Looking at my korean friends in Korea who used to be my primary school friends and like really those long time friends, I mean they still are my good friends. I feel sad that I cannot share things that they share in Korea. Why the hell everybody lives so far apart from me in Singapore. In Korea, I can just meet up with any of my friends at night to just crap in playground or walk all I can. I miss walking at night. I mean I can do this in Singapore but I cannot walk back to home. Wherever I am, I still have to take bus to get home which is not very nice.

Need some more nice music with nice people. Cross my fingers vigorously tonight again like any other day :->