This African-American Uncle is really LMAO. But that is exactly how I feel now.

I am kinda happy but in the end my face is like him. -,- Does it look similar????

Sigh. Life is Mundane now. And I know why all the working adults always sing for VACATION. Cause when I was student, I wanted either MC or public holiday. But now I want to pack and leave to somewhere for few days. You know those stuff happen so easily in the movie but not to me. Sigh. Going SEA even I am living in one part of SEA is not easy. I researched Phuket, Malaysia and Bintan. But well, not easy to really set and leave here. I have work, flute tuition and blahblah which does not solely depend on me now. When I was student, I could just skip school cause it does not harm anyone? alright affect. But now, If I do not go work, will I be fired??? and If I skip tuition, my students' parents will scold me......... right??? So I am just letting everything go. :( Such a loser.

But, I am really tired these few days. Like really. I did not meet anyone except my SD family with kind of intention hahahaha and we do not talk unnecessarily. I miss Ashley. :(

And I need Boyfriend or at least someone to flirt with like I have to act pretty and wait for SMSs at least. Who am I uploading photo for? haahahahah fuck. My phone is becoming like expensive watch :) oh should not forget its function as alarm clock too ♥ I thought I am pretty happy without anyone for awhile but I know I will be fine again after this shitty period hahahahhahahahahaha saddening laughter to act cool. I could not write any essays tonight! FFF Will write after this lalalalala. God. I need HIM whoever HIM is that. Or How much weight do I need to lose more to get one??? Do you distribute boyfriend like that???? :O !!!

sobsob.sobsob. Hope it will rain and thunder on their dating.