Well. "Olly wants to be in love" is the main topic of this post. Seriously, winter makes me feel like falling in love! It is too cold to stay alone like seriously again and again to emphasise. And, today that moment in Coffee Factory kinda fuelled my feeling as well :)

Previously, I loved guy who is young and preferably younger, cute, tall and sexy more or less. Yes, sounds demanding much but do not worry, they are just an ideal which deviate a lot from the reality. Alright. But now as I grow older, my tastes are changing as well. kinda slowly though.

I always did not have much fantasy in older guy and guys with DSLR especially. However, come to think of it, dating someone who is older, more mature, capable and ambitious (personally, hate lazy, not-ambitious and stupid guys) just sound so damn wonderful. Of course, with careful assumption that they look decent too. I know. I have to be like that to get guys with such standards. I just do not want to have boyfriend who is not mature and vain. I want who is considerate, mature and have happy family as well. Cause, I believe that only those who get enough love from people know how to give love to others. I have been experiencing this so it is a fact.

In Coffee Factory cafe with my deary friends, this one guy with DSLR on his shoulder, one book in his hand, nice-edge jacket with a pair of long legs entered. He sat in front of us and was facing me which does not mean anything of course hahaahah. anyway, he started reading his book and looked kinda serious. Indulged in the book. nice word to describe. Anyway, he kept looking at our direction and I feel that cause we three are so damn noisy hahaah. yes we are. After awhile, when I told my friend some joke, this guy suddenly smiled like laughing to himself as I was telling this joke to entire cafe.(exaggeration involved. I was not that loud lalalala) He looked so cute. And he definitely is older than me. I fantasize much guy who read a lot and not afraid or yea feel embarrassed to go into cafe alone to read book. They look awesome. cause I love to do that too. Having quite reflection time in the cafe is such a great way to meditate. Alright. Sadly, or expectedly, nothing happen. But I just love that "Pit-a-pat" moment that I did not feel for quite long period I guess.

I seriously feel that I should go out more so that I will be able to entertain my eyes. and I am gonna start to work out either in swimming pool or in sauna doing Hot Yoga :) Cannot wait!

In conclusion, I have to be awesome to get awesome half. I still have strong belief in faith.