Ok. Sorry for the overwhelming picture to begin the post. I just kinda like it.

So. Is breaking-up season coming up? Alright. I do not think there are many ppl following my blog so I am gonna write things that I feel like. No censorship hoho. FB is such a fucking assholic place after the break-up. No offence to all the couples who break up recently or long time ago or whoever who are preparing to break up. Gosh. What the hell am I writing????? hahahahahhahaha

Crazy picture needs some kind of crazy post so alright. I am the person who is very curious about all the reasons why people do break-up? This sounds busybody? but I really want to find out cause seriously there are thousands of different reasons in this world why do people break-up. And nobody will understand why others break-up because of some stupid reason when their own reasons are more spastic. ._. Of course I am out for this discussion and have no intention to use myself as an example to elaborate and add evaluation to this brainless stuff. I just find this very interesting to crap and bullshit about.

Personally, I am not really fond of communicating with boyfriend (alright. If I have one, to clear the misunderstanding or any doubt) via facebook or that blue bird. I mean there is nothing bad about it or anything good about it. but hmmmmm...

Sorry peepssss I am out of focus now ahahhahaha shit. Alright. I admit I suck in writing post under this topic. cause it is kinda non of my business. I am only good in bullshitting about my own stuff sigh much. Susu is though good at writing this stuff. Hope she will produce one good piece on this. I had so much things to say but well I am lost in my own essays hahaahahha FFF!

Alright. now, back to my private story,

Susu and Sausage were right that I am gonna forget/be alright/fine when A level is over. Though there was kind of many repetitive Cling and I thought of patching back like hundreds of times but I knew that it will end up the same due to same reasons. So there is still no regret but kinda was full of sadness. Thinking of u being kind and sweet to other peeps like how you did to me was good enough to make me feel jealous and hateful. But now, as all the shitty things like A level is ending and as now I have more time for myself, I am kinda starting to believe that I can forget about you. I mean how to forget unless I have some disease and I have extremely good memory for god sake wtf hahahahaha. but moving on lalalala I was a little too heavy to move on hahaha but u knowwww I am gonna lose weight(my ultimate reason for going back to korea) so that I can move on faster hahaha and make new peeps here and there fill your space with some other beautiful things that are available in this world, I will try lol No harm trying.

Hmm. Another reason for me to write this stuff beside just to make myself feel better, I find myself kinda disgusting whenever I see myself trying to continue some kind of meaningless relationship with you by clinging or wanting you to care about me when I am kind of nothing now. so I just hate myself whenever I do that without being conscious. So this is kinda warning letter to myself. I do not want it anymore. Do not want to try hard my ass off to get some attention from you when you have your girlfriend. I find myself toooo bitchy and feel sorry to your girlfriend. Though I just tried to be friend, there is no such thing I guess. people will just laugh at it. So this post is not to blame anyone or mock anyone but rather to end my sad emo life and start my bling bling new life.

Alright. I felt very sad to delete every trace of you in my handphone, laptop and album. but well I did. So physically, memory of you are successfully and finally deleted. To add on, I am prepared to set you free and ready to start second phase of my life in 3days. Wish me luck, loved you <3

P.S. I don't know how long will this post survive in my blog though.