Guys are the best distraction but yet the best motivation in my life. by olly.

(SuSu! Do not try to correct my grammar in this nice and sexy statement hmmhmm!)

I just fee like writing that sentence cause it says all about me. Hate them for distracting me (there are still guys in "real life" that distract me though not for the time being I guess) but yet if there ain't any hot guys there will be one less reason for me to pursue my life yea? I feel so thankful that I am born as an opposite gender of all the hot guys as I appreciate all your hotness. such a cause of global warming. but I will blame china for that. <3

Thank you for living same generation as me truly sincerely haahaahahahaha.

Alright. Real post starts from here. I stayed back in school with my class peeps till 0830? yea. just finished bathing. and dropped by to debrief about my day. feel stressed. alright not much of stress but rather scared for not being scared of the exam. I do not feel that there are 19 days left for me to cover entire syllabus. nuts. alright. my mom told me I can do it. Everybody says that I can do it except myself. stupid ass. Alright I can do it lalalaalalalla. I am sure I am less bold than when I took O level. After going through O level, stupid past experience always hold me back and make me to be less confident and brave. Hate this but cannot help yet. alright. everything is alright I am keep using alright even when it is not alright. Wtf? I shall ban the word ALRIGHT.

Everybody seems ready for A level yea? Esp Barry lol I want to meet and have a tea session so badly and ask him how the hell he got 99/100 for math p1, 99.5/100 for maths paper 2 and 23/25 for econ essays. SUPER SMART NUTS. haha.

Today PX smsed me to give him some advice for bgrrrr (can I write this here? hahaahaahaha) I am not gonna elaborate since I do not feel it is right thing to do but hope my advice helped him to make a decision. Your Da Jie is still alive man. hahaha. He is gonna be out of NS next month. Cannot wait to see all the ntss F4 next year? hahaah still long way to go.

Alright. Let us stop here. and few words for susu.

Dear, Ok (this is ur sirname btw) Susu. a.k.a. the darkest fire flies on the earth.

Hello darling. of course to rebut the beauty that you created, I shall leave some words for you. you have a reason to live cause there are so many people who love you care about you and mock (it's me!) you. Their lives including mine are much better with your presence. That is how you make the earth better place. I know you have night emo session but please lalalalalalalaalalal bitchy jen (sounds like some aunty jen) is enough to make your life dark right. with the help of sobaboy in the school. I mean life is actually not as meaningful as what we think anyway. although ur dear koki looks damn motivated and look like she is flooded with all the dreams anyway sometimes everything doesn't matter to me you know! having Very Vanilla Chiller in Gloria Jeans and gossiping about ppl and stalking my boyfriend (hahahaha did not expect him to appear in my blog though) and watching youtube in my house with a bottle of Pokka milktea WITH YOU matters more to me and that is the time I feel the happiest Like SIROSLY. I feel a little emotional here hahahahahaha gonna burst into tears (wow nice expression man). I hate to see you in sad state and when I am worried for you, you are gonna say "It's okay la. It's like that la. Actually I am fine la." Whatever lalalalalaa. but I know you are not fine. You always save me from shitty state remember <3>

P.S. Look how happy you used to be. even your santa hat is standing up hahaah the only standing up hat. you are epic and SPECIAL from very very long time ago!