OMG. I feel stressed today sigh! though wednesday is one of my favourite timetable day. I just feel kinda insecure for being committed in soo many things.

I love to be involved in various activities beside mugging, but sometimes I just wonder whether this is right time for me to be committed in other things. hmmm. But actually in the end, I always conclude that all these are excuses. During O level, I was not committed in anything other than studies but my O level results did not show any outstanding results but rather normal. So I feel that I do not want to repeat what I did O level in A level. I seriously do not want to be those who are only perfect in studies and mugger. I rather be good in studies and good in a lot of different things, holistically like what everybody emphasises.

I am learning a lot of things from people that I met outside of the school. I really treasure all these experience and not going to blame these other commitments for not doing well in studies cause it sounds so loser. I will try my best to get all the things that I want because in the beginning of the year, I already bet with myself that in the end of the year, would I be able to achieve all the things that I listed down to own 2010. So far, I would say the progress is satisfying and there was a lot of unexpected opportunities that were given to me which I was able to seize all of them.

Essay competition would end by next week so finally one is down. China trip will be down in 3 weeks time. The rest I would keep it in my hello kitty :) I told you this blog shows only 1/1000000000000000 of who I am.

I just feel very weird today sooooooooo I am writing constructive bullshit :)

Gotta finish work to watch Personal Tastes without feeling guilty during weekend!